what do you want?

The many messages of the day:

  1. Be aware of what you speak, write, and say. Remember the law of cause and effect and how that creates your reality, and your future.

  2. If karma is coming, you need not run, simply embrace what is in store, and trust you will have the tools to navigate the changing waters

  3. The upper realms like us weird ones, when we choose to be us, unashamed, and authentic.

  4. Drop all the worries and cares of what others may think. If it heals you, if it helps you grown, then continue with it. If it is something that you feel proud of, carry forth and do not falter.

  5. Detach the creation from the creator. Make the stew but do not become the pot. Or maybe do become the pot and the broth and the spoon and fork and napkin for some time, just to see what it’s like to be them all, then let it go. Water always returns to its original source and formation.

  6. Make it and release.

  7. Embrace the ever changing cycles.

  8. Do what lights you up, even if you “should go to bed”

That last one is for me, all of these are for me.

I got out of my car at 7:53 pm, home from work, ready to just drop my stuff and go to bed. Feeling so tired and ready to just shut my eyes and restart again tomorrow, but then I ventured up the stairs. I ate some food, and now, now, my favorite time of day.

The time that I get to sit and write and make more of my life into a living prayer. Through words.

Eyes grow droopy, I know i must go to bed soon, but how could I, when this is what I love.

There will be more time tomorrow I’m sure.

This feels like the constant debate. To go downstairs, to my comfy cozy bed means to open up to the realms of dreams, which I have no idea what is in store for me. It’s a blessing, and a mystery, as to what will transgress in the other realms. I guess that is always an option, an opportunity, sokmething not yet fixed. We never really know what will happen in our waking dream, or the daytime lives. We know what we can predict, like going to work, or the gas station, or buying groceries. But that is never set I stone, we never really do know what is going on or what will happen until it does. We can predict but we cannot know, because there are too many moving parts, too many variables that our out of our hands, and even if we could control them all, that would be a pretty lame game.

It’s more fun this way, it’s more fun when it’s out of our hands, when we can trust in the Creator to be the guiding force within it all, and us as the children. Like standing on a loving parents feet and dancing around the kitchen or letting their hand guide us in a painting, learning through experience yet with the loving guidance of a grown ups hand.

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