Talking to the moon
what can we do when all that we crave is connection? Do we go out into the world and find it? Do we seek it deep within? Can we be the ones to fill our own voids? Can I be the one to fill my own void?
I was laying in bed the other day, starring at the ceiling, talking to the moon. I had the thought, “I want my teachings and my words to be from all the upper chakras, not just the heart. I want this to communicate experience and truth and also great and profound insights from beyond just my heart, from my intuition and from my connection to Source as well. I want it to be more than just the heart”. In thinking this, I believe the connection all comes from the heart, for it is the seat of our soul. Can my desires for these higher energies simply be called in? Or does it simply filter down and through as I write from this heart centered place.
I believe it starts from that beautiful wonderful place inside my chest, and from there the rest explodes and expands and activates. I start from inside my heart and from there I write out to the stars and I call them in. I write out to the stars and I share my truth.
It’s like this going out and coming back in game, kinda like breathing. The expanse and the contraction. The inhale and the release. It’s reaching out and coming back in, it’s going out and coming back in. Taking it slow. A turtle in its shell.
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How do I go out after being gone for so long? How do I reintegrate into the world? Is it through my words or what I speak? How can I really share my heart with the world.
I could surrender it all up to the angels, and let God move through me. Let the tears fall down my cheeks, let it all wash over me.
I hear that pain is part of the purpose, we cannot expand if we are holding on too tightly. If we have contracted all of our energy into the top, into holding on, into control.
What will happen if I just let go, if I trust in the angels to hold me and to guide my as they always do?
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I dreamt of a creature last night, it was not one of the light. It was dark and frightening, very tall and dominating and it ate all those in its path. I turned around right as it was nearing in on me. I had some space between us. I had the chance to fight it, but instead I called upon Archangel Micheal to protect me. I cut the cord with this creature, though there was none attached, then i asked for assistance and he created an electric blue ball of light to surround me, and all of a sudden I was transported into an auto repair shop, that I guess I worked at, hiding just behind a car that was being worked on, it’s front hood was propped open. The creature was outside and asked the man working where I was, though neither of them knew I was inside now. It was on the hunt for me in particular. I stayed hidden and called upon Micheal for more assistance, safety and protection, and from there I was lifted out of the dream into waking life.
I let what had happened wash over me, as I now felt safe again in my bed, before sitting back and falling back to sleep, into a different realm of dreams.
It felt like the work that was being done in the auto shop was the everyday 3D life work, it felt simple, like what my character wanted to do, and something that was just work. Not anything good or bad, but simply what I did. The creature coming in felt like something totally off the script of the everyday story that I lived. It opened up this whole other world to these creatures and life, of good and evil that hadn’t previously been part of my reality. The switch felt like going from a world of gray to a reality of bright vivid color, though a reality that held both extremes of the polarities. The deep deep darkness, and the bright light of angels.
I guess what I might be getting to is the safety and sanctuary that we are gifted when we call upon these angels. They can help us in any instance, any scenario. We must simply just ask, and have the words for it, and they will assist us instantaneously.
As our world begin to open up more and more and more, in both directions, to both polarities. The good and the evil, as the veils come off more and more. We can always remember to call upon our Guides and angels to support us and help us, as we navigate. Speaking as though it is already done, our minds surrender into the trust of the divine working in our favor.
“Thank you angels for protecting me and keeping me safe”
“Thank you angels for guiding me in all of my decisions big and small”
“Thank you angels for showing me clearly what to do in this situation”
“Thank you angels for clearly showing me my next steps”
“Thank you angels for clearly showing me the truth of reality aroud me”
“Thank you angels for clearly showing me the reality of this situation”
“Thank you angels for guiding my awareness”
“Thank you angels for guiding me in staying aligned and balanced in my light”
“Thank you angels for clearing my aura and all of my energy bodies”
“Thank you angels for making my life joyful, pleasurable, fun, and peaceful”
“Thank you angels for the abundance of my life, and the prosperity that surrounds me”
“Thank you angels for helping me to stay connected to and living from love always”
Etc.
Saying them out loud heightens the potency, but an internal dialogue works wonders too.
From this space of writing, and speaking, I have newfound confidence, interest, and passion to go out into the world and listen to music, in a room full of people. To explore and to experience all the beauty that this life has to offer. To see and follow where my curiosity takes me. To delight in all of my senses, from an open, playfully curious place. We’ll see where it leads.
To infinity and beyond I guess
Xoxo
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