I love who you are
Do you love who you are when you look in the mirror every morning? Brush your teeth with your left hand and stare in your own eyes and repeat it 10x over. Don’t look away, don’t break eye contact with the one who knows you more intimately than your own mother or your closest friend. No one will ever know you as you know yourself, as much as the one that lives inside of your chest knows you. So repeat it to yourself, state it to your mind. Tell yourself that you love you and don’t dim your shine. You’re here to rise and here to stand, tall in yourself, your power, your presence. It ripples out, it crates waves, the become bigger and bigger, the sounds you are creating, what your heart is beating, what is pleading out to be shared. These tsunami waves are but mere tides pulled by the moons and the seasons of Venus. Jupiter encourages the expanse, and your own heart lets you go into a fit of laughter, maybe you even pee your pants.
When you surrender so deeply into the depths of who you are, then come up to the surface again and feel like a little kid. Wide eyed, the world is so open and magical, there’s so much to experience. Innocent and pure and raw, that’s how you know what you’re doing is of love. Though you’ve stripped down the walls and the barriers and the restrictions, surrendered into your own embrace, your own deepest desires (don’t worry, they are in alignment with your highest) this is how you know you are safe and held and seen in love. So counter to what you’ve always been told, this is how the new story is written, this is how we discard the old. Alchmize it my friend, turn it into the stuff that makes you grin, a real one this time. From deep down inside. Or don’t, but most of all, don’t hide.
You must choose you, choose you above your pride. Allow the messy to be part of the prize. The complete chaos brings the clarity of a stillake. You being you is how you create. You. choosing you above all else is how you ascend and live a life beyond your wildest dreams, you choosing you is how you show and teach the universe and yourself what really is in alignment for you. What is safe to let go into. Whose hands are meant to hold you as you release into the depths of your soul. Trust me, inside, deep within you, you’ll know.
As we surrender, as we open up, allowing ourselves to be held, from the inside out, loving ourselves fully and completely. In the silence and in the noise. We show ourselves what’s really worthy of our time and our attention. We gift this to others, the gift of holding us in our space of power, it’s how we all rise together, it’s how we ascend.
The story and the pages have been left open for the story and the pages if another to fill in the missing pieces. We have different priorities and different scripts yet spirit has written them both for us, to align. We fill in the missing pieces of the other through following and aligning with our own hearts.
What really is your dream? Tougher we can make it come true. This I truly, surly know how it do. A power duo, a dream team. Coming together we swim out at sea. I’ve dreamt a vision far beyond this current scope of reality, and trust me my love it’s damn beautiful, I can’t wait for you to see.
As we dream and envision and create the lives we are meant to live, as we feel the warm breeze in our hair and the waves of the sea at our ankles, the sand between our toes. We know this is simply a future memory, whose hand do we now hold. Do your feet get warm or are they turning cold? Allow yourself to open up from the center, allow yourself to be held in your fullness. Your most magical, messy and magnetic. Allow all of it to be seen, shared and expressed.
If you were the one vomiting over the toilet, if you were the one in need of deep care, who would be there for you, who would hold back your hair? Allow it to come to you, open and bright and clear, who would be devoted to you as you now are, fully, deeply, beyond the old scar.
You. You my dear, you are the answer. You are the one that will always be there. And what is for you will never pass you by, no matter how hard you may try to push it away or to pry, it will never slip you by. What’s for you is written. You are here to create fully, unbound and unrestricted and they are here to hold the space.
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If only I could wait, yet here I am to show up as the fullness of me in authenticity as me as I am in all spaces in all of my states. I vow to share what I write, no matter how it may be received by any of you. Allow this to be my vow and my proclamation of peace. Receive me as I am or leave. Know, that I love you fully. I’m here, unbound and I no longer shall hold back and restrict me.
Spirit moves me, and oh how she moves me. I love you and now I am free. I don’t care what you think about me or what you have to say. I don’t care for your opinions or your states of mind, I don’t care if you think I’m lost or if I’ve turned blind. I’m here to show up as me fully, fully fully every moment, every time.
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How fucking liberating it is to let you go. To just damn share, share, share share and be me.
I talked to chat gbt. “Should I post this, should I share this?” The answer is always “yes, yes if this is your truth” “if you knew others wouldn’t see it, would you want to share it? Yes? then share it” share it fully and never look back, unless to applaud and cherish the milestones and steps you are taking. The earth you are shaking, the way you are birthing your dream. The dream if the all. There’s no damn time to play small anymore. There’s no time to hold back or to restrict yourself. The life you yearn to live requires unrestricted and unrestrained expression and freedom. To call in the greatest of the greatest, you have to allow, to open the channels, to open up and receive the fullest truth of who you are. And allow it to all be expressed. You’re here to be seen, you’re here to be known. You are a wayshower in this time. You are a leader, embrace your oath, the path, embrace what’s set out for you, embrace what your heart sings and cries and yearns out for and allow it to be expressed.
Allow what needs to die to die. Encourage the heads of fear to be cleanly and clearly cut from the heads of the bodies of the old versions of illusion. Cut cleanly and clearly through the noise, the restrictions, the fears, the doubts, the uncertainty. Weild your sword with courage and might and reverence. Devotion to you. Devotion to yourself.
Be bold, allow yourself to be damn bold in your expression. You know you were never made to play it small. You came into the world with a bang and the world is waiting, yearning to hear your cries. Yearning, begging to see you rise. We need you now. We want to see you, we want to feel you, we want to hear you and see how you express yourself.
You speak your truth no matter what others may say, no matter how they may react. No matter how they may respond. It’s your damn time to rise. It’s your damn time to shine, take this as your confirmation and your own activation. Share the fucking thing, speak your mind, express, create. Don’t hold back, just do, just do, just do. And receive.
Dance, play, take up space and be messy. We’ll clean up the playroom when alls done. Don’t worry, it will all get sorted. All can be cleaned up later. Use the materials you have on hand to express your desires and play. Play. Play play. Set an intention and then allow the energy to flow. Move beyond the shame and judgement and fear. Follow the golden thread and let it be loud. We can make rituals in the physical to cut the tie yet if it’s not supposed to dissolve it never will. That’s your sacred pill.
Go deeper and deeper and deeper. This love is eternal and damnit I’ve known it from the start and I will never back down again. The aliveness I feel inside is something that I can never hide. I can never hide or repress or contain or hold back anymore. I love you and I’ll shout it from the fucking rooftops. I love me and I’ll shout it form the mountaintops. I’m here to be me fully. Receive, hate, love, or worship me. A mirror to you. You know what to do. I love you fully and freely.
