Call upon your angels

Feb 9

There are beings around that wish to help us. They surround us in each and every moment and are here for us whenever we need or want their assistance. This council of light is designed specially for us, based upon our souls mission, purpose, and destiny. They have been with us through many lifetimes and incarnations and are here to guide, assist nd uplift us whenever we need. All we have to do is ask and welcome them in.

At first I was a tad hesitant to this idea, truthfully, I felt like how would I know if this is real or not, how could I really trust them, how could I know that they were truly of the light and not just the darkness in disguise. These doubts came from wounds that I have since filled with love, mainly through experience. Experiencing the magic and the wonder of these higher dimensional beings and how they are truly here to guide and assist me.

They can do anything and they know the entire blueprint of our soul and our journey in this lifetime. here is mine:

I felt like I have to hold myself back from speaking my truth because the nagging of others may offer their criticisms and blame. I felt like I needed to block myself and my true light. These were my own thoughts shown outwardly. Spoken through others. That’s not what I want to do. I felt like I was constantly hating and fighting myself like I had to stay in the darkness rather than live in the light. All because it is what I had been taught. The voices of doubt showed me and made me feel so horribly stupid and like what I was here to share would be of value to none.

To move beyond these shadows, that stem from an internal conflict and wound, and then manifest outwardly in the external world, feels like what it is that I am made here to do. It’s all a mirror. I made myself into a doll, a caricature, a thing that could be shaped and morphed into a slice of whatever was relevant at the time. Whatever was necessary and needed. What would make me fit in and be loved. Receive love, though it was all fleeting if it was an inauthentic mask. A costume to get me to be liked. None of it worked, as the standards were ever in motion. And it was all constructed on the outside. The real work and magic is what we do within.

As within, so without.

Are butterfly’s the same as anxiety? Where does the different exist?

I was told my voice was not to be heard, I was made to feel insignificant, for within me exists the momentous truth of what makes the tides move and how to build mountains. We have all been hushed, silenced to a degree, from the worlds we have lived in. As children we always knew it all, we knew the magic and the beauty and the wonder. We knew what it was like to live truly limitlessly, which is the true essence of who we are. Until we were told by our peers or our teachers or families keep it all quiet, that we were just imaginative, or that we were talking nonsense. This programming grew with us, to where we are now. Until this very moment, where we decide and decree: no more. I now choose to share my truth of experience effortlessly and freely, openly and lovingly. I choose to live a life full of magic and wonder and play. And I choose to dissolve the programs of lack within all layers, levels, and dimensions of my being.

So, back to the original question: are butterflies the same as anxiety? I wonder if this is meant to be a discussion of the mind or more of a felt sensation within. What is it that we think we lack when feeling anxiety? Is it a sense of unworthiness? Or fear of being seen? Not feeling safe? To be judged, that all will crumble down. That there is nothing to save us?

This isn’t how we were born, unless it was instilled within us from the time we were in the womb, which is quite common. But in the true essence and makeup of our souls, we are limitless. We are exact blueprints of the Creator. The Creator feels no fear, feels no anxiety, no worries or doubts or insecurities for they are All, and they know the power of who they are. So why am I talking about this? Trying to intellectualize the feeling in my belly. Should I let it rule me if fear is not of God? How can I escape it?

Maybe the key point is to not escape it, but to surrender it back up to the source. Ask our guides and angels and council of light to take all fears away.

“Thank you angels and guides for taking all fears from me now. Easily, effortlessly, and freely”

“Thank you angels for helping me to stay in my power”

“Thank you angels for helping me to actualize my strength and to live with clarity”

“Thank you angels and guides for keeping my energy clear, safe, and protected”

“Thank you angels and guides for helping me to surrender into trust”

“Thank you angels and guides for helping me to speak my truth with ease”

“Thank you angels and guides for activating my souls purpose and giving me clear signs along the path”

Maybe the only way butterflies are the same as anxiety are in their ability to help us expand, fly, and thrive beyond the limits of what once kept us down.

I believe I was born in this time, again, to go through all that I experienced, to live the life I live, and to have the experiences that I needed to have the proper context to ascend out of my circumstances, and to therefore pass along the learned tools to others. I believe that this is what this is. I felt the sensations of anxiety as a way to show me how I can move it out of my body. How I can surrender it from my being with a mere ask. And then a letting go.

These are the things that showed me and taught me that my angels and guides are real. I ask for help and immediately it is given, I learn through experience, and through knowing and remembering. Only very recently did I learn and open up to these things. Within the past three years I was following angel numbers and signs, and only within the past 6-8 months have I been actively and consistently connecting with and asking my guides for help in all things. Daily, and moment to moment. The benefits have astounded me in ways beyond what I ever dreamed possible.

I ask for: Help in ease in writing this, help in making my life more joyful and peaceful. Help in showing me clearly what’s happening in my relationships and dynamics with others, and how I can make them more harmonious. What I can let go of, what I can let more of in. Help in opening up even more to the truth of who I really am. Help in letting go of shame and judgements and fears in being me truly and authentically. Help in letting more love and light into my reality. Help in processing, releasing, and alchemizing pain. Help in getting the perfect parking spot. Help in only being surrounded by the perfect people, friends, and clients for me. They offer powerful discernment and clear vision all through a simple ask.

My guides hold me and show me a love so unconditional, for a time I felt truly unworthy of it. They have helped me to dissolve and transmute this unworthiness into a true empowerment. Into loving kindness and tenderness. In the depths of my despair, when all feels like it is crumbling down around, they hold me when I let them in. When I ask to feel their presence, they are there. Wrapping me up, and embracing me. Helping me to move trough the experiences I am having, with love and care. They hold a mirror to my true self. To who I am at my core. A being of pure unconditional love, strength, sovereignty, and divinity. A being of purity and grace and ease and joy. They show me who I truly am who showing me who they truly are. And treating me with the upmost respect.

We all have a team of guides. A council of angels and light who are here to help us and to support us and they are extremely willing and wanting to do so. All we have to do is ask and then receive. And the rest we simply release.

I know that just as the unhealed pains we have experienced when we were young reflect back to us in our adult lives, through people, conflicts and experiences, so too does the magic and beauty and wonder of our true nature and essence. I believe others are mirroring our own divinity and wounds back to us, and so do our angels. They provide a perfect mirror to who we are at our core. Who we are before we were hurt or harmed. They provide us with a clear reflection of our truest essence, and also our destiny in our lives. If we choose to actualize that in this lifetime or another, they are here to show us the true mirror of our rawest most powerfully loving selves.

If you wish this to be your last lifetime on earth, the last lifetime living out the karmic mind patterns of old stories and lives, I believe you have that power and that choice, to decide it is so. We all do. We must live this life full of purpose and meaning, each moment a blessing, a prayer and conscious step forward, and in it we shed the layers of what we once were and live as our truest selves. Mirrors to the angels, ascended masters in training, ready to live freely, actualized. The Goddess/God/Source embodied in human form. This is our destiny, and it always our choice.

The choice is always love.

We are here to live limitlessly and remember who we are. Our teams are here for us in all of it.